January 4, 2021 “I’ve been crawling on my bellyClearing out what could’ve beenI’ve been wallowing in my own confusedAnd insecure delusionsFor a piece to cross me overOr a word to guide me inI want to feel the changes coming downI want to know what I’ve been hidingIn my shadowMy shadowChange is coming through my shadowMy shadow’sShedding skinI’ve been pickingMy scabs again...I choose to live and toGrow, take and give and toMove, learn and love and toCry, kill and die and toBe paranoid and toLie, hate and fear and toDo what it takes to move through...See my shadow changingStretching up and over meSoften this old armorHoping I can clear the way byStepping through my shadowComing out the other sideStep into the shadowForty six and two are just ahead of me” — Maynard James Keenan